So, the hour is near that we will start traveling. And I cannot sleep.
My thoughts drift to “what am I doing?”, “am I ready for this?”, “how did I become a leader, I’m not qualified”, and a million questions that I wish I knew the answer to before we leave.
Makes me realize just how crazy faith is.
Abraham left home without a destination.
Moses led the Jews out of Egypt, basically became president of an entire nation.
Here I am terrified that I’m not up to the task of leading a 7 man team to an established missions organization in Haiti to install a power station that is designed to replicate and improve on what has been done in Les Cayes with MIA.
I know God has brought us this far. I know He will lead us on. We be in His Hands, and I can think of no better place to be.
Just had to get that out.
Now I can sleep. 🙂
Nice to know that I don’t need to know all the answers, I just need to respond in faith and go as far as He leads, then wait and He will show the next step.